Digging Deeper – Fear

 

And in the fourth watch of the night he came to them, walking on the sea. 26 But when the disciples saw him walking on the sea, they were terrified, and said, “It is a ghost!” and they cried out in fear. 27 But immediately Jesus spoke to them, saying, “Take heart; it is I. Do not be afraid.”

Matthew 14:25-27


The Lord is my light and my salvation;

Whom shall I fear?

The Lord is the stronghold of my life;

Of whom shall I be afraid?

Psalm 27:1



FEAR

Have you ever been watching a movie, and one of the characters hears a noise in the dark basement? Just minutes before, that same character was being warned about the danger that lurks in the darkness. You, the viewer, know that the threat is now close at hand in the basement. But the character—who should know better—grabs the faulty flashlight from the kitchen drawer and heads down the dark, cobwebby stairs. You know this action is irrational and reckless, but no matter how much you yell at the screen, they just keep going.

Fear makes you stupid.

Your brain has distinct parts that control various functions. The amygdala is the part of the brain that processes fear. It assesses threats and triggers reactions in the body that prepare us—using our sympathetic nervous system—for whatever is coming next. Our heart rate rises, pupils dilate, and adrenaline is released. The amygdala is also the seat of emotions, so the decisions it makes are primarily based on how things feel.

However, while the amygdala is running full throttle when we are afraid, the prefrontal cortex—which is responsible for helping us make rational decisions—is being impaired. Making logical decisions, such as not going into the dark basement where danger lurks, becomes difficult. So, when I say fear makes you stupid, the science backs me up.

Fear made the disciples see a ghost instead of salvation, and fear makes us see the worst possible outcomes in our future. When we face a difficult conversation, a negative life change, or an uncomfortable situation, fear can create a destructive cycle. We are afraid, so we imagine the worst—which leads to more fear—and so on.

The thing I love in this week’s passage is the change that happens when the disciples realize Jesus is in the situation.
“Take heart; it is I. Do not be afraid,” Jesus shouts over the waves. And the disciples go from being afraid of ghosts to being pretty bold. When Peter jumps out of the boat into a storm, it is one of the boldest steps of faith in Scripture. However, he then starts to sink when fear takes over again.

Jeffrey Melvin and I were discussing the concept of fear the other day, and he shared a little phrase that we would do well to remember. He said, “You can think yourself out of fear, but you can’t feel yourself out of fear.” So let us take a moment to think about the reasons we have to not be afraid.

I love Psalm 27’s pattern of statement followed by a rhetorical question:

The Lord is my light and my salvation(STATEMENT)
Whom shall I fear?(RHETORICAL QUESTION)
The Lord is the stronghold of my life(STATEMENT)
Of whom shall I be afraid?(RHETORICAL QUESTION)

We should remember this pattern as we face fearful situations. If we make the Lord our light, then He can reveal our fears for what they truly are—not what we imagine them to be. Light is a powerful antidote to fear. There’s a reason most horror movies take place in the dark.

If we make the Lord our salvation, then we are no longer responsible for saving ourselves. There is so little in life that we truly control. If our salvation depended on us, we would have much to fear—weak and limited as we are. But if the Lord is our salvation, then we are looking to the Almighty Creator of the universe, a much more trustworthy option when it comes to navigating our situation.

Finally, if we make the Lord our stronghold, then we have a place to rest. A stronghold is safe from enemies—whether they are ghosts in the storm, relationship strife, or looming layoffs. God wants you to know that you are safe with Him. There is nothing we have to fear. Even death holds no fear for those who believe in Jesus.

So take a minute today to identify the areas of fear in your life. As you think about them, listen to Jesus calling to you:
“Take heart; it is I. Do not be afraid.”
Make Jesus your light, salvation, and stronghold in that situation. And if things get worse, call out to Him. Don’t let fear take the place that Jesus wants to occupy in your life.


Chris Boggess is the Next Generation/Family Pastor at NorthStar Church. He grew up in St. Albans, West Virginia, and still cheers for the Mountaineers. He and his wife, Heather, have two grown children and one granddaughter.

Digging Deeper – Pray First

 

And after he had dismissed the crowds, he went up on the mountain by himself to pray. When evening came, he was there alone.

Matthew 14:23



PRAY FIRST

Do you remember when you learned to drive? I recall my parents’ patience as I struggled to learn how to navigate the manual transmission on our early 1980s Subaru. I also remember driver’s ed class at school. Our teacher was Coach Criddle, the football coach at my school. I got the idea that he didn’t love the classroom part of the course, but we also had a driving period once a week—and that part he took seriously.

One of his mandates was to do a walk-around of the car before we ever drove it. We would inspect the tires, check the wipers, and once inside the car, we would check the mirrors and fuel level. He would say, “We can’t control everything once we get on the road, but we can control how we start.”

What does that look like in our spiritual life? Do we take a moment before we start our day to take stock of our spiritual state? Do we make sure our spiritual tank is topped off and that everything is in its proper place?

The way we “walk around” our spiritual life is through prayer.

When we pray, we take time to acknowledge who God is, examine ourselves, and honestly evaluate our own identity. We also talk to God about what He has done and what we need Him to do in the future. Prayer is one thing we can control before we get into our day. There are so many things in a typical day that we have no control over. Just like driving a car, our day can include unexpected detours, and we will almost certainly have to deal with other people who have their own ideas about how our day is going to unfold. However, if we begin with prayer, we center ourselves on God and prepare for the journey ahead.

Over and over, Jesus took time to separate Himself and pray. He had plenty of things vying for His attention and plenty of people who needed Him—but He made time for prayer. He kept prayer a priority.

I don’t still do a “walk-around” every time I drive my car. It’s a good habit, but over the years, I’ve become complacent about it. I can sometimes be the same way about my prayer life. I get in a hurry and become focused on what I need to accomplish. But I’ve noticed that every day that begins with prayer is better than the ones that do not.

Did you start your day with prayer today? If not, it’s not too late. Take a moment to focus on God and conduct a brief “walk-around” of your spiritual life. It will make your journey better.

 


Chris Boggess is the Next Generation/Family Pastor at NorthStar Church. He grew up in St. Albans, West Virginia, and still cheers for the Mountaineers. He and his wife, Heather, have two grown children and one granddaughter.

Digging Deeper – Grass

 

Jesus said, “Have the people sit down.” Now there was much grass in the place. 

Mark 6:10



GRASS

 

There’s an interesting detail in the miracle of the feeding of the 5,000 that often gets overlooked—but it’s worth pointing out that three of the four Gospel authors include it: there was rich, green grass in the area. Now, if you’re reading the narrative in isolation, the detail may seem insignificant. But when you compare it to the other accounts, the repetition helps to paint the scenery. Take a look:

  • Matthew 14:19Then he ordered the crowds to sit down on the grass, and taking the five loaves and the two fish, he looked up to heaven and said a blessing.

  • John 6:10Jesus said, “Have the people sit down.” Now there was much grass in the place.

  • Mark 6:39Then he commanded them all to sit down in groups on the green grass.

Another interesting detail is the verb sit down (Greek: anaklinó). A better translation might be “recline” or “lie down,” as it’s rendered in more literal translations. Now, you may begin to see where all of this is headed.

Jesus, the Good Shepherd (Mark even alludes to Him as a shepherd in his account—6:34), makes the people lie down in the green grass beside the water (they are, in fact, beside the Sea of Galilee), where they eat their fill, wanting for nothing.

By now, an image should be coming to mind. Psalm 23:1–3 says:

“The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures.
He leads me beside still waters.
He restores my soul.”

If I didn’t know any better, I’d think that Psalm 23 was painting a prophetic picture of this miraculous moment when Jesus feeds the multitude. And that’s really the miracle. Don’t get me wrong—the multiplication of the food is definitively miraculous—but seeing beyond the feeding and realizing that Jesus is the Good Shepherd… that’s the lesson here.

Take time today to picture the scene and to see the Good Shepherd of Psalm 23 in the feeding of the 5,000.


Ryan Hoffer serves as NextGen Production Director at NorthStar. He holds an M.Div in Church History and enjoys playing the harp. He and his wife, Tiffany, live in Acworth and have three children.

Digging Deeper – Context

 

Then he climbed into the boat, and the wind stopped. They were totally amazed, for they still didn’t understand the significance of the miracle of the loaves. Their hearts were too hard to take it in.

Mark 6:51-52



CONTEXT

 

Christian author and apologist Greg Koukl frequently passes along this shocking tip for the growing believer: “Never read a Bible verse.” Wait—that can’t be right! Surely, he doesn’t mean that we should avoid consuming the Word of God. On the contrary, he completes this jarring declaration by suggesting, “Instead, always read a paragraph at least.” In essence, he is stressing the important role context plays in interpretation. I was reminded of this lesson this week while reading about the feeding of the 5,000 in the book of Mark.

In Mark 6:34–43, we have the account of Jesus’ multiplication miracle. After feeding the multitude with five loaves and two fish, the result is twelve baskets of leftover bread and fish! In other words, they end up with more than they started with—even after distributing the food to thousands! And don’t skip over the detail that the leftover quantity matches the number of disciples—revealing personal implications for the twelve. Truly marvelous!

Mark quickly follows this moment by narrating another miracle in which Jesus walks on water (6:45–52). However, pay close attention to how this scene ends:

Then he climbed into the boat, and the wind stopped. They were totally amazed, for they still didn’t understand the significance of the miracle of the loaves. Their hearts were too hard to take it in. (vv. 51–52, NLT)

It’s easy to read the feeding of the 5,000 and stop short—never venturing beyond the passage, and therefore missing out on details that inform the story. At least, that has been my experience. When I came across this verse ten verses later, it helped reframe the earlier miracle: the disciples hadn’t learned from it. Despite their proximity to Jesus and their witness of His power, their hearts were not attuned to what they should have been learning about the Savior.

Can you imagine seeing Jesus do something truly supernatural right before your eyes, and then later doubting His power when another testing circumstance arrives? We do this all the time! Yet Jesus is patient with us—constantly reassuring us and remaining with us through our dullness.

See how such a passing remark—ten verses and one story later—adds important contextual insight that helps us better interpret and apply the Word to our own lives? For an even greater example, relating to the same story, jump ahead two chapters and read Mark 8:14–21!

 


Ryan Hoffer serves as NextGen Production Director at NorthStar. He holds an M.Div in Church History and enjoys playing the harp. He and his wife, Tiffany, live in Acworth and have three children.

Digging Deeper – You Feed Them

 

Send them away to go into the surrounding countryside and villages and buy themselves something to eat.” But he answered them, “You give them something to eat.” And they said to him, “Shall we go and buy two hundred denarii worth of bread and give it to them to eat?”

Mark 6:36-37



YOU FEED THEM

 

In Mark’s account of the feeding of the 5,000, the disciples start to get nervous around suppertime. They tell the Master, “Send [these people] away to go into the surrounding countryside and villages and buy themselves something to eat” (Mark 6:36). Jesus responds rather succinctly, saying, “You feed them” (v. 37, NLT). And He’s not joking! I can only imagine the look on their faces.

Quickly, the immediacy and helplessness of the disciples become the backdrop for the greatness of the miracle. Note that Jesus doesn’t abandon them to accomplish an impossible task, but rather He employs them in His service to bring about what He wants to accomplish. He has them “go and see” how many loaves they have (Mark 6:38). He instructs them to “have the people sit down” (John 6:10). They distribute the food among the groups (Mark 6:41). Thus, the miracle proceeds, and the disciples become co-laborers in the work.

Jesus doesn’t need our help to accomplish His work. He created the world (Col. 1:16), He has command of the heavenly host (Matthew 26:53), and He performed many miracles—including healing people who weren’t even physically present (see Mark 7:24–30). Yet He has chosen to allow us to participate in the advancement of His Kingdom. He could have fed the multitude instantaneously through supernatural means, but instead He says to the disciples, “You feed them.”

The great byproduct is that we are changed in the process, knowing Him more as we make Him known to others.

Take a moment today to thank God that He says, “You feed them,” and graciously employs us in Kingdom service.

 


Ryan Hoffer serves as NextGen Production Director at NorthStar. He holds an M.Div in Church History and enjoys playing the harp. He and his wife, Tiffany, live in Acworth and have three children.

Digging Deeper – The Boy Who Gave Up His Lunch

 

“There is a boy here who has five barley loaves and two fish, but what are they for so many?” 

John 6:9



THE BOY WHO GAVE UP HIS LUNCH


John’s Gospel is the only account to mention that the five loaves and two fish Jesus multiplied were provided by a young boy—a detail not in contradiction, but one of added distinction (the other accounts simply do not disclose the origin of the food). In verse 9, Andrew, Simon Peter’s brother, says, “There is a boy here who has five barley loaves and two fish.” Of course, we are not privy to the negotiation that took place between the disciples and the boy, but one can only imagine that the miracle was initiated with a charitable spirit on his part. The boy was willing to part with his food.

The story brings me back to a day when I was shopping with my 9-year-old son. As we walked through the toy aisle, he was contemplating buying something with his own money but vacillating on whether or not to do it. Knowing that he is generally conservative with his spending, I encouraged him—just this once—to go ahead and buy it. Suddenly, worry crept in, and he confessed that he wanted to, but didn’t want to lose his money. I recall telling him, “That money came from me, and I’m capable of giving you more.”

Now, I have found on more than one occasion that the Lord activates the principles of His Word in the parenting relationship with my children. Instantly, I was struck with deep conviction. My son cheerfully grabbed his toy, while I stood recovering from the existential moment in the aisle of Wal-Mart. Lesson learned.

Today, remember the boy who gave up his lunch in John 6. Not only did 5,000 people eat “as much as they wanted” (v. 11), but there were twelve baskets of food left over. Maybe it’s time we give the Lord our resources—whatever they may be—and let Him put them to work to do immeasurably more than they are currently doing.

 


Ryan Hoffer serves as NextGen Production Director at NorthStar. He holds an M.Div in Church History and enjoys playing the harp. He and his wife, Tiffany, live in Acworth and have three children.

Digging Deeper – Take Inventory

 

Lifting up his eyes, then, and seeing that a large crowd was coming toward him, Jesus said to Philip, “Where are we to buy bread, so that these people may eat?”

John 6:5



TAKE INVENTORY


I always find it pleasantly ironic when Jesus asks questions. How could He, who is omniscient, gain new understanding from our response? The fact is, He does not—and it is a grace, even, that the Creator would bend His ear to consider the suggestion of the created.

Such is the case in John 6:5, when Jesus asks Philip, “Where are we to buy bread, so that these people may eat?” The author of the Gospel subsequently discloses our Savior’s motive in verse 6: “He said this to test him, for he himself knew what he would do.” Therefore, the disciples are prompted to take inventory—which always seems to be the result when the Lord asks questions of us.

Philip, almost scoffing at the challenge, responds with an incredulous, “Two hundred denarii worth of bread would not be enough for each of them to get a little.” To put it in perspective, a denarius was a day’s wage for a worker in Jesus’ day (Matthew 20:2). In other words, “Lord, over half a year’s salary wouldn’t be enough!”

Going one step further, Andrew finds a boy with five barley loaves and two fish, but—like Philip—remains unconvinced that anything can be done. It is after this inventory, when the disciples have noted the distance between what Jesus wants to accomplish and what they lack, that He is able to demonstrate His super-abundance.

Has the Lord asked you a question recently? In a sense, He’s asking you to take inventory—perhaps of your resources or your spiritual condition. Not that He needs to know how little or how much you have; He doesn’t. He needs you to know. In the knowing, the conditions will be met for Him to work the miracle.

Remember, “he himself knew what he would do” (v. 6).


Ryan Hoffer serves as NextGen Production Director at NorthStar. He holds an M.Div in Church History and enjoys playing the harp. He and his wife, Tiffany, live in Acworth and have three children.

Digging Deeper: Your Story Could be the Spark

 

This miraculous sign at Cana… was the first time Jesus revealed his glory. And his disciples believed in him.

John 2:11 (NLT)



YOUR STORY COULD BE THE SPARK

In the late 1800s, Edward Kimball, a quiet Sunday School teacher, felt burdened to talk to a teenage boy in his class about Jesus. Nervously, he visited the young man at the shoe store where he worked. That simple, obedient conversation led to the boy’s salvation. His name? Dwight L. Moody became one of the most influential evangelists of the 19th century, preaching to over 100 million people. But the story didn’t stop there. Moody’s ministry influenced F.B. Meyer, who impacted Wilbur Chapman, who led Billy Sunday to Christ. Sunday’s preaching later influenced Mordecai Ham—who preached the message that brought Billy Graham to faith. One quiet act of obedience—by a forgotten shoe store visitor—set off a chain reaction that changed millions of lives (Culbertson, Moody: A Biography).

John 2:11 shows us how Jesus’ glory was revealed not through a loud sermon but through faithful obedience at a wedding. It was behind the scenes, in the shadows—but it led to belief. What you do may not look like a miracle. But when you obey, God uses your actions to point others to Him. It might be your kindness, your consistency, your courage, or your compassion. You never know who’s watching—or how God might use you to light someone’s path to Jesus.

Reflection Questions:

  1. Is there someone around you who might see Jesus through your obedience?

  2. How can you live with eternity in mind today?

Prayer:

Lord, help me remember that no act of faith is wasted. Use my life, my choices, and even my small steps to reveal Your glory and lead others to believe. Amen.

 


Dr. Larry Grays is the father of four and lives in the Canton area. Larry consults with churches, schools, city governments, and businesses nationwide. He’s been a member of the NorthStar family for over 20 years.

Digging Deeper: God’s Timing > Our Timing

 

Dear woman, that’s not our problem… My time has not yet come.

John 2:4 (NLT)



GOD’S TIMING > OUR TIMING

 

In 2000, Pastor Mark Batterson and a small team began praying around Capitol Hill in Washington, D.C., asking God to open doors for ministry. They felt called to launch a church—but nothing seemed to move quickly. For months, they walked and prayed with no building, no congregation, and no budget. Years later, God led them to purchase and renovate a dilapidated 1930s movie theater called The Miracle Theatre. That location became the heart of National Community Church—one of the most influential churches in D.C. today. Batterson later wrote, “God’s delays are not His denials. They’re a test of our trust” (Draw the Circle).

Jesus told Mary His time had not yet come. To us, that might sound like a “no.” But it wasn’t a refusal—it was a reminder that the when matters as much as the what. We often want a microwave miracle, but God is more of a slow-roast Savior. His timing is tied to His glory.

You may be waiting on an answer, a breakthrough, or direction. Take heart: God’s clock is never late. He’s always working behind the scenes—even when it feels like He’s holding back. God’s best comes in God’s time.

Reflection Questions:

  1. What is one area where you’re struggling to wait on God?

  2. How can you stay faithful while you wait?

Prayer:
Father, teach me to trust Your timing. Even when I don’t see progress, help me believe You’re preparing the best. I surrender my schedule to Your sovereignty. Amen.

 


Dr. Larry Grays is the father of four and lives in the Canton area. Larry consults with churches, schools, city governments, and businesses nationwide. He’s been a member of the NorthStar family for over 20 years.

Digging Deeper: Obedience Unblocks Blessings

 

Jesus told the servants, “Fill the jars with water.” … So the servants followed his instructions.

John 2:7-9 (NLT)



OBEDIENCE UNBLOCKS BLESSINGS

 

Have you ever tried to bake cookies without following the recipe? “Flour, sugar, eggs… what could go wrong?” But what if you forget the sugar? The result? Chocolate chip biscuits that taste like drywall. The right outcome requires the right obedience!

In John 2, Jesus gives the servants a curious command: fill the jars with water. Not wine. Not grape juice concentrate. Just plain water. But here’s the key—they did it anyway. They didn’t argue. They didn’t ask for a better plan. They followed His instructions, even when it didn’t make sense.

Obedience is where many of us get stuck. We want Jesus to work, but we hesitate to obey. We want the wine without the water jars. But faith doesn’t work that way. God often asks for our obedience before He reveals the outcome. The servants filled the jars—and filled them to the brim. That’s not halfway obedience. That’s all in. And what came next? Transformation. The water turned to wine. The ordinary became a blessing.

God’s not looking for perfect people. He’s looking for obedient ones. When we trust Him enough to do the simple thing—go, serve, forgive, give, pray—He shows up with supernatural power.

Reflection Questions:

  1. Is there a simple act of obedience you’ve been putting off?

  2. How can you obey God wholeheartedly, not halfway?

Prayer:
Lord, help me trust You even when I don’t understand. Give me the faith to obey, even in the small things, knowing You bring the transformation. Amen.

 


Dr. Larry Grays is the father of four and lives in the Canton area. Larry consults with churches, schools, city governments, and businesses nationwide. He’s been a member of the NorthStar family for over 20 years.