Digging Deeper: Surrender Your Guilt, Seek Forgiveness

 

When Simon Peter realized what had happened, he fell to his knees before Jesus and said, “Oh, Lord, please leave me- I’m such a sinful man.” For he was awestruck by the number of fish they had caught, as were the others with him.  

 

Luke 5:8-9 (NLT)



SURRENDER YOUR GUILT, SEEK FORGIVENESS

 

I have physically fallen to my knees over some very tough situations. I have begged and bartered with God on multiple occasions. I have seen blessings come out of dark situations, and I have felt ashamed of my lack of faith, the same way I imagine Simon did. I have let anxiety and the need to control take over and have needed to be reminded that God is in control.

Simon Peter was ashamed that he doubted, that he hesitated, that he reminded Jesus that what he had been trying was not working. Yet his trust in God to try one more time, his obedience, showed his partners and other witnesses what a miracle God can do, what faith can do.

Heart:
I can imagine Simon’s face, his jaw dropped, the weight of guilt too heavy to hold. Falling before Jesus, ashamed and full of regret. Have you been there before, ashamed of your lack of faith in a situation? Immediately asking forgiveness for your doubts? Where is God pressing on your heart today? Where do you need to surrender your guilt and pick your faith back up?

Soul:
When you look at these passages, what do you connect with? For me, it is the relevance of how Simon felt. It is knowing that I am not alone in feeling less than when I struggle to trust. It is knowing that Simon was literally face to face with Jesus and still hesitated. I think it is safe to say that we have all had doubts. How can this story help you trust God more?

Strength:
Simon was awestruck by the blessings God gave him, not in spite of his doubt, but because of his faith. Is there something you feel led to do or chase after that you may have doubted before, but today you feel fully invested and ready to walk into? When you think about Simon Peter’s reaction, where have you seen a moment like this in your own life? How can you use the strength you had in that moment to push you forward into the next step of obedience?

 

Kelly Skelton is a Georgia native, raised in the south on Jesus, Georgia football and sweet tea.  She is her husbands’ biggest fan and her two daughters’ loudest cheerleaders.  She recently published her first children’s book titled, But God Had a Plan.  She stays active in the Dallas area as a  photographer, videographer, writer, and middle school teacher.

 

Clips

 

Very early in the morning, while it was still dark, Jesus got up, left the house and went off to a solitary place, where He prayed.

Mark 1:35


 

CLIPS

Major League Baseball scouts, college coaches, recruiting coordinators, and R&D departments place great value on analyzing video. They spend countless hours watching “clips” of potential prospects. They slow the film down, rewind key moments, and study tendencies and details—how a hitter loads in his approach and how his swing works; how a pitcher repeats his delivery; and how an infielder’s hands and feet work when fielding routine ground balls or making off-balance throws. These “clips” reveal more than raw talent; they show priorities, habits, and patterns. The “clips” never lie.

In a similar way, the “clips” of Jesus’ life that we read about in the Gospels reveal His patterns and priorities: “He got up early. He sought solitude. He prayed. He worshiped His Father.”

It wasn’t an afterthought or a leftover activity squeezed into His schedule. It was foundational. It was a priority. Before teaching, before healing, and before leading—Jesus worshiped.

Mark 1:35 gives us one of the clearest “clips” of Jesus’ priorities. Read it again. Lean into it. Chew on it. But don’t miss it.

“Very early in the morning, while it was still dark, Jesus got up, left the house, and went off to a solitary place, where He prayed.”

If we claim to be disciples of Jesus, our lives ought to mirror the patterns and priorities of His life—not out of duty, but out of devotion. Disciples don’t just admire Jesus; they model what He modeled. The “clips” of our lives never lie—they only reveal.

Listen closely. Here is a question worth examining: If someone studied the “clips” of your life, what would they reveal? Would they show that you prioritize time with God, or that you only turn to Him when the pressure of life is on?

Discipleship means learning to order your life the same way Jesus ordered His—putting worship first, seeking the Father early, and letting everything else flow from that place.

Before the day gets loud. Before you click on your social media. Go to a solitary place and worship God. Spend time magnifying Him. He can’t wait to spend time with you. That’s where strength is formed, direction is given, priorities are set, and hope is established for your life.

Love God. Love People. Live Sent.

Be Worth Being.

Kevin


 

Kevin Burrell has worked in professional baseball as both a player and MLB scout for the past 45 years, and currently serves as an area scouting supervisor. Kevin was drafted in the 1st round of the 1981 free agent amateur draft (25th selection overall), and played ten years of professional baseball with four different organizations. He and his wife, Valerie, live in Sharpsburg, Ga.

Digging Deeper: Surrender Your Story

 

“Master,” Simon replied, “We worked hard all last night and didn’t catch a thing. But if you say so, I’ll let the nets down again. And this time their nets were so full of fish that they began to tear. A shout for help brought their partners in the boat, and soon both boats were filled with fish and on the verge of sinking. 

 

Luke 5:5-7 (NLT)



SURRENDER YOUR STORY

 

So blessed they almost sank. That is what happened when Simon listened to what Jesus was asking him to do. But before the blessing, Simon tells Jesus, and reminds Him, that the night before they had done the same thing. They worked hard and saw no result. They chased after what they were supposed to do and caught nothing, gained nothing.

Can you imagine standing before Jesus and saying, I hear what You are telling me to do, but have You forgotten that this has not worked? I have tried this. Were You not with me through that last journey? It did not work. I thought You knew that.

Here, Simon admits doubt, but then does exactly what Jesus asks of him. The blessing and life change on the other side of his yes to Jesus were enough to propel him toward chasing his purpose.

Heart:
What times in your life, in your story, have you felt the need to remind God that something did not work out the way you thought it would? In what chapter of your life have you struggled with doubt? In those same stories, how did God change your circumstances for good? How did God right those wrongs? How did you come out on the other side of that situation more blessed than when you went into it?

Soul:
Think about a time in your life when you felt the most blessed, the most loved, the most cared for by God. What led you to that moment? Was there a vivid picture, a moment like a boat overflowing with fish? What was your full boat? How has God used that moment as a testimony, as a moment of truth to show others, and you, who He really is and how much He loves you?

Think about the looks on the faces of the partners who showed up, who had watched Simon fish the night before and catch nothing, walking away empty-handed. Then imagine the looks on their faces, and their belief in God, after seeing what Jesus did for him. What a story, a testimony to Simon’s faith.

Strength:
The kind of faith Simon shows here is faithful obedience, choosing to try again when God says to, even if it has not worked out in your favor before. How close have you been to an answered prayer but fell short because you were weary? What step of obedience is God laying on your heart today? What is one thing you have been struggling with that you could get in the boat for today? I pray that you would take hold of that and make active steps toward it.

Let your faith, your steps into the boat, be visual stories that tell of God’s faithfulness.

 

Kelly Skelton is a Georgia native, raised in the south on Jesus, Georgia football and sweet tea.  She is her husbands’ biggest fan and her two daughters’ loudest cheerleaders.  She recently published her first children’s book titled, But God Had a Plan.  She stays active in the Dallas area as a  photographer, videographer, writer, and middle school teacher.

 

Digging Deeper: Surrender Your Timeline

 

When he had finished speaking, he said to Simon, “Now go out where it is deeper, and let down your nets to catch some fish.”

 

Luke 5:4 (NLT)



SURRENDER YOUR TIMELINE

 

How many times in your life have you prayed fervently for something and felt like God delayed His answer or was not listening?

If you could see me right now, you would know that I have both hands raised for this one. There have been deep wounds in my life where, in the moment, I felt like God was taking forever to answer me. Eventually, I realized the answers came, just on His timeline and not mine.

In today’s Scripture, God literally tells Simon to try again, to go further out, to go to a new location. A place where he will find a massive blessing.

How does this relate to today? I imagine God telling us, go where I have called you. Chase after the purpose I have placed in your heart, and there you will find an abundance of blessings. Can you imagine Jesus sitting before you in a boat and saying, go further out. Keep trying. Do not stop. You are so insanely close to the blessings I have for you, you just cannot see them at the surface level right now.

Simon Peter had no idea what waited for him in the sea, and neither do you or I. How many times have we been immensely close to the answer to a prayer, and then we stop praying, we stop believing, we stop looking, listening, and seeking, and then we miss the boat. We miss the blessing.

What does God reveal about your heart in this passage?
Do you feel triggered with doubt? Are there times when you boldly hear God telling you to do something, but because it does not make sense, or because you doubt that it is really His voice, you do not pursue it?

How does this Scripture reveal more of God’s character to you?

I imagine God sitting in the boat, the sea calm, calling me to do something, to make a move, to keep pressing on. Almost like He is waving you out there with Him, asking you to keep pushing further. And the minute you do, you feel at peace. You release the doubt you have been holding inside, and you see His character. Where He saw you struggling, He wanted to take care of you, to remove a burden from you. All you had to do was take the next step, and He was there, watching you, wading the waters with you the whole time. You just could not see it from where you were.

When you think about what you must leave behind to take the next step forward toward your purpose, what scares you the most?
Is it releasing the timeline of events or accomplishments you thought you needed to attain? Is it walking away from the comfort you have now?

God does not call us to be comfortable. He calls us to be obedient. So by not taking that next step you are so desperately nervous to take, you are, in fact, being disobedient. You are not trusting Him or having faith that He will work it out.

I challenge you today, as you close out this devotion, to think about what your next step is. What is the very next thing you can do to chase after where God wants you to be? If you do not know what that is, that is the perfect place to start. Pray specific prayers over what God wants to do in your life. What impact can He make with your story?

Maybe your first step is admitting your doubts and your fears. And maybe your next prayer is, here I am, Lord. Send me. I surrender my control and my timeline, and I will faithfully chase after Yours.

 


Kelly Skelton is a Georgia native, raised in the south on Jesus, Georgia football and sweet tea.  She is her husbands’ biggest fan and her two daughters’ loudest cheerleaders.  She recently published her first children’s book titled, But God Had a Plan.  She stays active in the Dallas area as a  photographer, videographer, writer, and middle school teacher.

 

Digging Deeper: Surrender Your Plan

 

One day as Jesus was preaching on the shore of the Sea of Galilee, great crowds pressed in on him to listen to the word of God.  He noticed two empty boats at the water’s edge, for the fisherman had left them and were washing their nets.  Stepping into one of the boats, Jesus asked Simon, its owner, to push it out into the water.  So he sat in the boat and taught the crowds from there. 

Luke 5:1-3 (NLT)



SURRENDER YOUR PLAN

 

There, Jesus sat in the middle of His purpose, His plan for Simon.

Surrendering is releasing the control you think you have and trusting God to handle everything.

When I get that uneasy feeling in my stomach, when I begin to feel discontent, when I am not at peace, surrendering something is almost always what needs to follow next. No matter what it is that I am trying to control, I can tell that God wants me to release it.

The most vivid moment in my life where I struggled to surrender was in 2020. With the weight of the pandemic and everything that felt lost, I felt like God was calling me to step away from teaching for a bit. To walk away from a steady paycheck in the middle of a pandemic was definitely not something I wanted to sign up for. But the moment I realized the surrender was real, I resigned.

Because of that obedience, God opened some amazing doors, opportunities, and blessings I would have otherwise missed out on. Of all of those moments that I will never forget, I was given one that still rocks me to my core. God knew what chapter was coming in my story, and He prepared a way for me to be present in ways being a teacher would not. He gave me the time to be present and walk with my mom when her terminal cancer returned. In those months, He healed a lifetime of hurt, even while I was breaking inside. Because I had surrendered my plan, I was able to spend those final months with her.

When we read these Scriptures, I can imagine myself walking away from those boats like Simon did, feeling frustrated and defeated. Having worked and chased after something that I thought was where I was supposed to be. Then standing off to the side, rinsing away my frustration, cleaning up the mess of defeat and disappointment.

I think if we are all honest, we have each been here at one point in our lives. Feeling like we are out at sea, drifting and not knowing what is next, while trying to control our next move. This is where I feel like God is calling us to surrender.

In our hearts:
He is calling us to surrender our plan.
Where in your life do you have doubts, or where are you resistant to relinquishing control you do not have?
Where do you need to look back at your boat and let God step in?

In our souls:
How does this Scripture reveal Jesus’ character to you? When you think about what He saw, empty boats on the shore and defeated fishermen washing up, He decides to step in, literally, and continue to teach them.

With His strength:
Surrendering your plan requires leaving what you thought would happen behind. It is an insanely bold act of faith to walk away from what you thought life would be like and embrace what it can be. Because I promise you, His plan is so much greater than anything you could have dreamed up.

As you start your week, I challenge you to think about the empty boats you have brought back to shore. The times you have felt defeated, where your plan did not work out the way you thought it would. Reflect on how God has used those empty moments for a bigger purpose and a better plan.

I imagine when Jesus saw those fishermen, He felt empathy for them. He felt their frustration and pain, and I know He has felt the same for you. Let Him step into your boat and guide you back to the plan He has for you.

 


Kelly Skelton is a Georgia native, raised in the south on Jesus, Georgia football and sweet tea.  She is her husbands’ biggest fan and her two daughters’ loudest cheerleaders.  She recently published her first children’s book titled, But God Had a Plan.  She stays active in the Dallas area as a  photographer, videographer, writer, and middle school teacher.

 

Digging Deeper – The Ancient Paths

 

Thus says the LORD: “Stand by the roads, and look, and ask for the ancient paths,
where the good way is; and walk in it, and find rest for your souls. But they said, ‘We will
not walk in it.’

Jeremiah 6:16 (ESV)



THE ANCIENT PATHS

In 2 Kings 22, we are told the story of Hilkiah the priest, who stumbles upon the long-forgotten Book of the Law during remodeling projects in the temple. King Josiah is presented with this information by his secretary, Shaphan, who deserves the understatement-of-the-year award when he tells the king, “Hilkiah the priest has given me a book.” In the scene that follows, Shaphan reads the Scriptures aloud to the king, who tears his clothes and declares, “Great is the wrath of the LORD that is kindled against us, because our fathers have not obeyed the words of this book, to do according to all that is written concerning us” (2 Kings 22:13).

This declaration precipitates Josiah’s sweeping program of reform, which included the tearing down of pagan altars, the removal of idols from the house of God, the deposition of priests who sacrificed to Baal, the reinstitution of the Passover, the renewal of the covenant, and much more. It is a quintessential “ancient paths” moment, as Josiah calls for the nation to repent and to “do according to all that is written” (v. 13).

There are other “ancient paths” moments in the New Testament as well. One that comes to mind immediately is the letter to the church in Ephesus in Revelation 2. Jesus tells the Ephesians starkly, “I have this against you, that you have abandoned the love you had at first. Remember therefore from where you have fallen; repent and do the works you did at first” (Rev. 2:4–5). These words echo the call to repentance found in the examples of Josiah and Jeremiah, which we would do well to bear in mind if we are to be truly repentant.

I remember a time when I was praying persistently for an outcome, asking God to show me what to do in a certain situation. At the time, however, there was sin in my life that I was not taking into consideration. I remember saying things like, “Just show me what to do, God, and I will do whatever you want.” Shortly thereafter, I heard a preacher say, “No, you will not, because he has already told you to do something and you are not doing it.” And it was true. I needed to go back and do the things he had already told me to do, to return to the ancient paths, to do the works I had at first.

Take a moment to reread 2 Kings 22 and to “inquire of the LORD” (v. 13). In what areas do you need to repent of action or inaction? Ask him to make reforms in your heart and to bring about an “ancient paths” moment.

 


Ryan Hoffer serves as NextGen Production Director at NorthStar. He holds an M.Div in Church History and enjoys playing the harp. He and his wife, Tiffany, live in Acworth and have three children.

Digging Deeper – Peace When There is No Peace

 

They have healed the wound of my people lightly, saying, ‘Peace, peace,’ when there is
no peace.

Jeremiah 6:14 (ESV)



PEACE WHERE THERE IS NO PEACE

On January 28, 2014, a mere two inches of snow caused a full-on logistical breakdown in metro Atlanta. Over the course of 48 hours, more than 1,200 accidents were reported. Stranded students slept on school floors. Shoppers holed up in grocery stores and prepared to stay the night. I left my car immobile on the side of I-75 and walked the rest of the way home, awestruck by the desperate turn of events and the speed at which they unfolded. The incident, dubbed “Snowpocalypse” or “Snowmageddon,” garnered national attention, as Georgia’s lack of preparation became an object of ridicule for news outlets across the country. How could such a thing happen? Did we fail to heed the warnings, or was there a casual dismissal until the threat became imminent? I know for my part the latter is true.

This story came to mind when thinking of the warnings gone unheeded that led to the destruction of Judah by Babylon.¹ Prior to their destruction, God had set “watchmen” (v. 17) over them, saying, “Pay attention to the sound of the trumpet.” The prophet Jeremiah was one of these watchmen, with his ministry ranging from roughly 627 B.C. to 586 B.C. The people of Judah, however, would not listen, not due to ignorance, but rather disbelief and scorn for the word of God (v. 10). Their disbelief was further reinforced by false teachers who proclaimed, “Peace, peace,” when there was no peace (v. 14). To put it simply, the people were gaslit into ignoring the warnings God had sent through the prophets.

Because of their idolatry and tolerance for ungodly practices, they had allowed themselves to become deaf to the word of God, preferring the inoffensive message of false prophets to the offensive message of true prophets. However, God’s repeated warnings were an act of grace.

We ought not be offended by the Word of God or scoff when challenged by teaching that is hard to receive. Christ himself said, “Blessed is the one who is not offended by me” (Matt. 11:6). Ask God today to help you embrace difficult sayings instead of editing them, or worse, ignoring them.

¹ Note: this is simply an analogy and is not in any way prescriptive regarding the counsel or accuracy of meteorologists. ; )

 


Ryan Hoffer serves as NextGen Production Director at NorthStar. He holds an M.Div in Church History and enjoys playing the harp. He and his wife, Tiffany, live in Acworth and have three children.

You’re Not in Control

 

For we know that when we die and leave this earthly body, we have a home in heaven, an eternal body being (kept for us) by God Himself, not by human hands.

2 Corinthians 5:1


 

YOU’RE NOT IN CONTROL

Imagine you’re on a flight cruising at 550 mph at 35,000 feet. You’re comfortably seated, enjoying your journey with the other passengers. Suddenly, a voice comes over the intercom:

“Ladies and gentlemen, welcome aboard the world’s first fully automated plane. There is no captain or first officer on this flight. Just sit back and relax—nothing can go wrong, go wrong, go wrong, go wrong…”

As the announcement sinks in, a wave of panic spreads through you and your fellow passengers. You look around, gripping your seat in fear while exchanging worried glances with those around you. The thought of being on a plane without a human pilot raises fears of what could happen if something goes terribly wrong.

In a similar way, this picture serves as a powerful metaphor for life. Just like the passengers, we often find ourselves in situations where we feel out of control. We may think we’re safe; however, the absence of guidance can lead to fear, anxiety, and uncertainty.

However, the Apostle Paul reminds us in Romans 16:25…

“Jesus Christ has revealed His plan for you, a plan kept secret from the beginning of time.”

Listen closely. Don’t miss that truth. Lean into it. Chew on it. Allow it to settle deep in your heart. God has a plan for your life! It is He who is writing your story.

You will face storms—whether personal struggles, health setbacks, relational challenges, sudden loss of friends or family members, or financial hardships. However, the key is to remember that, unlike the automated plane, you are not alone. You have a Divine Captain who is always in control. His eye is on you every moment of every day. You are the apple of His eye.

When you put your trust in Jesus, you can find peace in the turbulence of life. Just as the passengers needed to trust the technology, you must trust in God’s plan for your life. Remember, He is the One who is writing your story. He is your guide. He is your Shepherd. He is ensuring that you will reach your final destination safely—no matter the storms you encounter or the storm you’re currently enduring.

So rejoice!

Why?

Because…

“You have a home in heaven, an eternal body being kept for you by God Himself.”

Love God. Love People. Live Sent.

Be Worth Being.

Kevin


 

Kevin Burrell has worked in professional baseball as both a player and MLB scout for the past 45 years, and currently serves as an area scouting supervisor. Kevin was drafted in the 1st round of the 1981 free agent amateur draft (25th selection overall), and played ten years of professional baseball with four different organizations. He and his wife, Valerie, live in Sharpsburg, Ga.

Digging Deeper – Thus Saith the Lord

 

Thus says the Lord: “Stand by the roads, and look…”

Jeremiah 6:16 (ESV)



THUS SAITH THE LORD

This week’s reading in Jeremiah 6 demonstrates a literary device that is among the most ubiquitous in the Old Testament, the phrase “thus says the Lord.” It occurs five times in this chapter alone (vv. 6, 9, 16, 21, 22), seven times if you include variations such as “declares the Lord” or “says the Lord” (omitting “thus”). In the entirety of the Old Testament, it occurs over 400 times, not including variations such as “declares the Lord,” “by the word of the Lord,” or “God said,” which would put the number somewhere in the thousands. The point being made is that the Old Testament constantly affirms the divine authority of its message, God’s direct communication to mankind.

This observation is not lost on me. A few years ago, some friends challenged me to read the Bible all the way through in 30 days. There is actually a Bible reading plan for this on the YouVersion Bible app called the 30-Day Shred Plan, if you are interested. Consuming such a concentrated amount of Scripture in such a short time helped me connect things that I had never connected when doing my normal daily devotions on a verse or chapter basis. One of the things I noticed was the abundance of the phrase “thus says the Lord” in the Old Testament and its abrupt discontinuation when you enter the New Testament. Not once does that expression appear in the New Testament, and rightfully so, for the Son of God has come and now he speaks to us directly.

This fact reminded me of Hebrews 1:1-2, “Long ago, at many times and in many ways, God spoke to our fathers by
the prophets, but in these last days He has spoken to us by His Son whom He appointed the heir of all things, through whom also he created the world.” The Scriptures abundantly evidence themselves to be the Word of God and Jesus the Word become flesh (John 1:14).

As you encounter the word of God through Jeremiah 6 this week, thank the Father that the Word “dwelt among us, and we have seen his glory, glory as of the only Son from the Father, full of grace and truth.” Amen.

 


Ryan Hoffer serves as NextGen Production Director at NorthStar. He holds an M.Div in Church History and enjoys playing the harp. He and his wife, Tiffany, live in Acworth and have three children.

Digging Deeper – The Incredulity of Men

 

“To whom shall I speak and give warning, that they may hear? Behold, their ears are
uncircumcised, they cannot listen; behold, the word of the LORD is to them an object of
scorn”

Jeremiah 6:10 (ESV)



THE INCREDULITY OF MEN

The words and events of Scripture are echoed in the annals of history, a fact that ought to encourage the believer and rouse the skeptic to curiosity. While reading Jeremiah, I was reminded of the meticulous history of Flavius Josephus, the first-century Jewish historian whose lengthy work, Antiquities of the Jews, recounts the story of his people for a Greek and Roman audience. Often, Josephus offers an extra-biblical perspective on biblical figures and events, including the ministry of Jeremiah and the siege of Jerusalem by Nebuchadnezzar. To quote Josephus:

The prophet Jeremiah came often to the king, and protested to him, and insisted that he must leave off his impieties and transgressions, and take care of what was right; and neither give ear to the rulers, among whom were wicked men, nor give credit to their false prophets, who deluded them, as if the king of Babylon would make no more war against them. Now as to Zedekiah himself, while he heard the prophet speak, he believed him, and agreed to everything as true, and supposed it was for his advantage. But then his friends perverted him, and dissuaded him from what the prophet advised, and obliged him to do what they pleased.¹

These details, and there are many more excluded here for time’s sake, help to (1) provide additional, independent context and (2) confirm the historical accuracy of the biblical account. Of course, they are the fallible words of man and not the infallible Word of God, but the careful student of Scripture will find them helpful in understanding the setting of biblical events. In the context of Jeremiah 6, Josephus’ words help to evidence the “uncircumcised ears” (v. 10) of the people and the coming of the “army of the north” (v. 22).

After these events had unfolded, the prophecies gone unheeded, Jerusalem invaded, and the people exiled, Josephus adds this commentary to his text:

We have said thus much because it is sufficient to show the nature of God to such as are ignorant of it, that it is various and acts many different ways, and that all events happen after a regular manner, in their proper season, and that it foretells what must come to pass. It is also sufficient to show the ignorance and incredulity of men.²

History not only serves as evidence of God’s sovereignty, but also reveals the unfolding of his plan of redemption. Be encouraged by the fact that archaeological, textual, and historical evidence consistently supports the reliability of the biblical record.

¹ Josephus, Antiquities of the Jews, 10.7.2
² Ibid., 10.8.3

 


Ryan Hoffer serves as NextGen Production Director at NorthStar. He holds an M.Div in Church History and enjoys playing the harp. He and his wife, Tiffany, live in Acworth and have three children.