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The light peeked in through the window screens, and I barely moved. I could feel every inch of the OSB board just below the thin mattress. It gave an unyielding pressure, sending a dull throb crawling up my back. I shifted, then shifted again, but there was no position where the ache didn’t bloom and spread. It didn’t matter that the bell was ringing—I both wanted to lie in that bed longer and not be in it at the same time.

Then I heard a deep voice beside me. A hand rested on my shoulder as I lay on my side. But the voice wasn’t a counselor’s. It was familiar.

“Hey, Dad. It’s time. Morning Watch is about to start.”

I sat up, but not fully. I exited diagonally, my sandy feet hitting the floor. With bits of grit clinging to my skin, my adult brain finally understood the importance of the nightly broom sweepings.

As we walked down the dirt hill, I overheard two boys—both far younger than my sons—talking to each other.

“I heard there’s a giant turtle that lives at the bottom of the lake.”
“The lower one?”
“No, the upper one with the dock. And it once ate a kid’s toe.”

I almost blurted out, finger—almost. But I stayed silent.

The chaplain was Matt, and he nearly collided with my oldest son as we approached the makeshift amphitheater by the lake.

“Tripp, you have those forms turned in?”

Tripp shook his head no.

Matt smiled. Crow’s-feet lined the corners of his eyes—the kind I tend to notice on people who have been walking with the Lord for a long time.

“You’ll be good with the kids.”

Matt moved to the center as we settled into our seats. The roar of Morning Watch dropped an octave, layered with the weight of grown voices—fathers seated shoulder to shoulder with their sons on the benches, all facing forward. Matt said nothing at first, letting the silence stretch. His gaze drifted upward, breath slow and deliberate, as though he were counting the trees one by one.

“This place… is special, for God is here.”

There are two theories of time. One is like a book, where the past is as real as the present and the future—kind of like how a book has all its pages coexisting at the same time. The other is that only the present exists. The past is truly gone; the future is merely potential. I’m inclined to think the latter is true. If so, the stories I’ve shared here—those moments, the way the trees leaned, the way the campers and counselors looked, and even some of the people themselves—all of that is gone. All that is left are memories.

In one sense, the moments—from searching for Cary to attending father-son weekend at the same camp—seemed to stretch on forever. In another, they passed in the blink of an eye. 2026 is out there, waiting—full of potential for you to build God’s kingdom: to witness, to encourage, to serve. Don’t waste it. I once heard Tim Tebow say something along the lines of, “I don’t want to enter heaven well rested.”

Remember what we’ve learned this week. Jesus truly grew—in wisdom, stature, and favor. He is worthy of worship, receiving what belongs to God alone. Love for God is shown through obedience, by aligning our will with His. God’s commands are not burdensome, but flow from perfect love and wisdom. And because our time is brief, don’t waste the waiting—seek Jesus, worship Him, and pour your life out on what lasts.

Without lights, and with only the noise from the wind and insects, it’s really hard to stay up late. Likewise, it’s really hard to sleep in with the sun’s rays on your nose. The soft mattress cradled my back as I stared at the underside of the top bunk. By now, postcards from loved ones were tucked into every crevice I could find. And that familiar bell rang out again across the sky.

I knelt over my trunk, tossing items out like a dog digging in sand. There was only one shirt for today: it was my only collared shirt, and my only white shirt that didn’t have sports logos or cartoon characters on it.

As our cabin arrived at Morning Watch, we sat on two benches marked 26. A sea of white shirts with dusty imprints surrounded the makeshift cross in a half-circle. The chaplain gave a unique message. Normally, we’d hear about building character or some life lesson, but today was Sunday.

I didn’t go to church back home. Sundays at camp focused on God, and we would hear about Jesus. Throughout the week, we would sing songs mostly about being in the wild. Fire on the Mountain, Country Roads, and Rocky Top were all staples. But on Sundays, we sang about Jesus.

Why do we sing songs about Jesus, but not the disciples? What about some of the heroes of the faith throughout history? Why don’t we sing about Billy Graham? Or Martin Luther King Jr.? Or Mother Teresa?

Take a moment to really—I mean really—think about the following question: What does it mean to be worthy of worship? I do not mean mere admiration or praise, but being worshiped. Nor do I mean that people haven’t been worshiped. Plenty of musicians, athletes, actors, and politicians have been worshiped. But what would it mean for someone to be worthy of worship?

Worship is appropriate only if its object is morally perfect and unsurpassable. In other words, a being worthy of worship would have to be not only maximally great, but morally perfect. In this sense, God is the only being who deserves worship. God is, by definition, the greatest possible being. He is also morally perfect, including both perfect love and justice. This is the God we find in the Bible.

In Scripture, men and angels refused worship,* while Jesus welcomed it.** Think of the woman who wiped Jesus’ feet with her hair—or the alabaster jar broken open and poured out on Him. Jesus didn’t correct them by saying that only God is worthy of worship. Instead, He received it.

This is not, by itself, an argument for the divinity of Jesus. Rather, it reveals the radical nature of Jesus’ self-understanding. Jesus saw Himself as being able to stand in the place of God and speak. He forgave sins, modified Old Testament Law, and even received worship—all actions strictly assigned to God. Jesus saw Himself as God; it was what got Him crucified.

And while this alone is not an argument for Jesus being God, if Jesus was raised from the dead, then that is the ultimate vindication of these radical claims. If the resurrection occurred, we can have confidence that Jesus truly is worthy of worship.

So what is the best way to worship? In my own life, I’ve found it is by elevating God above all else. Whatever competes for your attention, tell Him He is greater.

God, You are more exciting than the vacation I’ve been planning.
God, You are more affirming than any raise or pat on the back from work.
God, You are more secure than any amount of money in my bank account.

Worship Him—because He is truly worth it.

* Revelation 19:10; Acts 10:25-26
** John 9:38; Matthew 28:9, 17; 14:36

There were a few rules to make summers more… wild at Falling Creek Camp. Clearly, there was a ban on any technology, and I was mostly fine with that. My Sony Walkman and Game Boy, as essential as they were, could live back home for the 27 days we spent in the woods. Most phones had cords back then, and you weren’t calling home. You could spend the silent period writing to your parents, but few letters were written. The rooms were broom-swept nightly—the floors bare and spotless, nothing out of place, nothing allowed to linger.

But the kicker was always candy. No candy, no exceptions.

I knew kids who had spent June building false bottoms in their trunks. At least the adults could tell they’d been paying attention in woodworking. Cary’s older brother and my cousin Hamilton even stripped the laces from a football to fill it with candy. He didn’t foresee the counselor asking for a pass on our arrival day. Hesitantly, Hamilton threw a perfect spiral across the cabin—when a Now and Later spun out as well. It slid to rest at the feet of Aunt Allison, who grew to a shade of red that matched the cherry flavor.

Never doubt the ingenuity of young boys with a sugar addiction.

We were in our favorite period—skipping. My trunk sat in the middle of the cabin, surrounded by Frank, Hamilton, and two boys whose names I no longer recall. I do remember what was on the trunk: Starburst, Warheads, Jolly Ranchers, Skittles, and Airheads. I reached for a playing card from a pile. As I shuffled, I looked up—and everyone’s eyes were as wide as the pile in the middle of the trunk.

Twigs snapping, leaves crunching, and the heavy, methodical pace of someone—or something—was approaching. Hamilton and the other two dove underneath the bunk beds, ditching their cards, as Frank and I froze in the middle of the room. The screen door slammed open.

Our counselor had a clean buzz cut, and the sleeves of his T-shirt stayed rolled whether he meant them to or not. He spoke little, but his stories always started with where he was sent, not why. He gazed around the room as cards fell to the floor. I don’t think Frank or I actually breathed as he scanned the room, perhaps acting on animal instincts, hoping for camouflage.

He knelt beside the trunk of candy and locked eyes with me. And without even looking, he reached under the bunk bed and grabbed Hamilton, flailing like a freshly caught fish.

I once heard a definition of “love” that says to love someone is to “will the good for them.” If that’s the definition, it raises a question: how can you love God? God isn’t just Himself good—God literally is the standard for what is good. How do you will the good for… the good?

No matter how much we told the counselors we appreciated them, even loved them, disobedient actions seemed to stick out more than mere words, didn’t they? It seems to me the primary way we show love toward God is by aligning our will with His, similar to what John said in his epistle: to “keep His commandments.”

Jesus took aligning His will with God’s will so seriously that He even conditioned His request not to go to the cross with, “Nevertheless, not my will, but yours, be done.”

Rules about candy and technology may feel arbitrary—probably good ideas for young kids. But suppose the rules were created by a perfect, infallible being? What if every possible consequence of those rules could be known—and not only known, but known to lead to good? Whether that good was for the person the rule was prescribed to, another, or even the rule-giver Himself. Adherence would be wise, good, and loving.

Today, know that God loves you. And following what He commands is how you can say, “I love you,” back.

In the distance, the echoes of a bell shook the morning air. I popped up, barely missing the OSB board above my head, on the soft mattress. Bodies scurried through the cabin, alternating through the lone bathroom. A handful of two-minute showers, mismatched outfits, and cursory toothbrushing later, our group was herding itself down a dirt hill toward Morning Watch.

Mornings were usually the same. Morning Watch came first, an inspirational message delivered from benches facing a cross made of branches from the forest floor. Breakfast followed, a family-style meal with the entire camp. You stood behind your chair, hat in hand, for the morning blessing:

Gracious giver of all good,
Thee we thank for rest and food.
Grant that all we do or say,
In thy service be this day.
Amen.

Humorous skits and songs on the deck were the last thing before periods began: riflery, archery, canoeing, fishing, rock climbing, or skipping. My cousin Frank and I chose the latter. Walking down to an empty shack, he threw his arm in front of my chest. We hid behind a tree as an adult passed. We snuck into the hut and closed the door.

A pen about the size of a queen bed had a sign above it that read Bowser. Inside was the largest turtle I had ever seen. I could’ve ridden on his back like the horses up the hill at the farm. Frank was unamused.

“He’s dead.”

“No he isn’t.”

He grabbed a wooden broom from the corner, something in his eyes changing. Holding the bristles, he slid the handle slowly toward the beast’s face. It didn’t move. It didn’t blink. It didn’t even seem to breathe. Maybe he was right. He began bouncing the broom tip on its snout, and I began to believe him, until we heard footsteps outside.

As we peered through the slats in the door, a crackling sound rang out. Frank pulled up half a broomstick. It hadn’t snapped off the tip; the turtle had reached up as we looked away, and a clean cut broke the broom in half, right near Frank’s hands.

It’s fairly clear that each of us grows in wisdom over time. But how in the world does Jesus, being both God and man, increase in wisdom? God is omniscient. He knows everything. Isn’t that a contradiction?

Borrowing an example I’ve used before, and timely with the third film’s release, Avatar can be a helpful illustration (the word avatar literally means “descent” or incarnation). Jake Sully is a disabled soldier who enters the body of a Na’vi through a mind-body connection and futuristic technology. He thus has two natures, a human nature and a Na’vi nature. In his Na’vi body, the first thing he does is run outside the lab to sprint through the fields of Pandora.

So which is he, disabled or ambulatory?

This is the same problem theologians face with Jesus, and they’ve come up with a way of talking that is helpful. They use the phrase “with respect to.” So to answer the previous question, Jake is handicapped with respect to his human nature, but he is ambulatory with respect to his Na’vi nature. No contradiction.

Similarly, Jesus was omniscient with respect to his divine nature. He never lost that. But with respect to his human nature, he was limited in knowledge. He wasn’t acting when he said he was unaware of the date of his second coming; he was being honest. And in that sense, Jesus truly did grow in wisdom.

I doubt Jesus ever poked any Mediterranean turtles with a broomstick. But just like twelve-year-old me, he experienced the wilderness in a truly human way. And that makes him truly relatable to us.